One Word 2012

I have spent most of my young adult/adult life making resolutions. I’ll spend some time on New Year’s Eve thinking about the things I need and want to change about my life and then spend about 5 minutes actually committed to it.

This year, that changes. My resolution this year is to trash resolutions. Instead, I am focusing on Christ and what He wants to change in me – focusing on the work He wants to do this year through my life.

My friend Alece has start a movement, and I don’t use that word lightly, she really has started a movement. The movement is focused on making one word the focus of what God wants to do in you this year. I have spent some time contemplating this last year and praying about what God wants from me and to do through me in 2012, and I believe God placed a word in my heart that communicates His intentions on my life.

MORE.

 

When I first heard God speak this word on my heart I was seriously conflicted. I was like, “God, you want more from me? You want me to do more?” And God cleared up my confusion with these words: “No Jason. I want more of your heart and I want you to want more of me.”

In 2012, I am committing so see how God wants to expand my heart for what His heart beats for. I want to desire more of Him in me and I’m excited to see how God brings me there in 2012!

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Questions: Part 2

Eugene Peterson raises some questions in response to the story of David and Goliath that have implications for my life as we approach Christmas and the dawn of a new year. I am wrestling with these questions…

Are we going to live out our God-created, Spirit-anointed, Jesus-saved being? Or are we going toady and defer to eunuch professionals?

First off, I had to look up the word “toady” in the dictionary. When I look up words in the dictionary I often find it more valuable to look in the thesaurus for words that mean the same…

Toady means:

brown-noser, lickspittle, flatterer, flunky, lackey, trained seal,doormat, stooge, cringer; bootlicker, suck-up, yes-man; kiss-ass, ass-kisser.

Yeah…Those are strong challenges by Peterson, but I am personally stretched by his words. How often have I spent time following the dreams of others and left God’s dreams for me sitting on the sidelines. I want more for my life. I want to chase after Christ with everything.

Have you ever wondered if how you’re living your life is worth Christ’s sacrifice? I know all the churchy stuff to say about that. I don’t need you to give me a lecture about the theology of how that’s not correct.

What I’m saying is have you ever been so disappointed at where you are with Christ that you actually wonder if what Christ did for you was worth it?

I know that God loves me. I know that I am worth more to Him than anything. I wonder if I frustrate Him sometimes and I know He’s got more for me than I’m taking advantage of. That’s the bottom-line. That realization drives me to live out my God-given awesomeness.

What about you? 

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